When Is It Aric's Time?

Why can't I be the one who always wins?

What did I do wrong?

Isn't happiness universal?

Temporarily Out Of Service

This isn't just about me either. It's about all the awesome fucking people out there who get shit on by life and passed by because they "lack" something.

We don't lack. You lack the ability to see the greatness in alot of people.

I wish I could muster the courage to say what I want to say to people at a given moment, instead of just holding back. It may help sift through the bullshit. I need a bullshit sifter.

I want to feel like I gave it every last ounce of try that I could have.

Right now? I haven't done enough.

Something has to change. Fast. Or I'm gonna go insane.

And all my worst fears will come true.