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There are so many questions I want answered, yet I don't know who to ask.

At times I catch myself wondering if things are ever going to get better, or am I on a plateau?

I also catch myself doing something I know for a fact is going to backfire, but what do I do? I follow through. And it backfires. Just as predicted.

Is there REALLY somebody out there for EVERYBODY?

Have I already passed them by?

Do I really need that person?

Will my long-time fears prove true in this unforgiving world?

Why can't I muster the courage to just do something daring and possibly rewarding for myself?

Why do I ALWAYS lock up when the time calls for action? Actions I know for a fact will benefit me in the long run?

Why can't I break the cycle I've spun myself into?

I am happy, but how happy AM I? Could I be happier than I already am? Or am I actually completely miserable compared to the "happy" I could become in the future?

Is this it?

I want to feel needed.
I want to feel protected.
I want to feel accomplished.
I want to be 120% proud to be me.
At this point, I'm only 89%. At best.


The burning question in my brain that I may never get answered:

Why in blue perfect hell do nice guys always...ALWAYS...finish dead fuck last?


I will never settle.

Pixar Gets Political! (A Film Review)

I went and saw "Wall-E" tonight, and I have to say I was thoroughly impressed! Pixar just keeps crankin' out amazing movies. They certainly set the bar higher and higher time after time. From the beginning of the short to the last seconds of the movie itself, I couldn't take my eyes off screen. And to think that the majority of the movie had little to no "dialog" (mainly robotic tones and clicks and clammers) I found myself highly attentive. And the movie has a great message to it as well. I won't give it away if you don't know, but It is certainly thought provoking.

Overall Rating - 3.9/4 Stars!